People can change

2011-03-10T08:43:00.000-08:00

NEWSFLASH!im using tumblr now!

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2010-06-04T07:37:00.001-07:00

theres no way back

2010-03-26T21:29:00.000-07:00

this cant happen no more dude. youve done twice to me,and i dont think i would want it to happen again. im sorry,but i gotta let you go. have a good life yeah ? thanks for all the love you have given me. truly appreciate it.

-eenie meenie minnie mo lova-

Youre indecisive
You can’t decide
You kept on lookin’
From left to right
You can’t make up your mind,
Please don’t waste my time,
I’m not tryin’ to rewind.
Now let me show you what your missin’
Paradise!
With me you’re winning guy
You don’t have to roll the dice
Tell me what you’re really here for
Them other gals?
I can see right through ya’

Goodbye.

):

2010-03-21T06:57:00.000-07:00

I hope you find it, what your looking for
and I hope it's everything you dreamed your life could be, and so much more
and I hope your happy wherever you are

I wanted you to know that nothings gonna change that
Am I supposed to hang around and wait forever,
last words that I said that I was nothing but a broken heart talking baby
you know that wasn't what I meant
Call me up, let me know that you got this message
-The last song-

true,true

2010-03-20T02:38:00.001-07:00

According to a recent survey, men say the first thing they notice about a woman is their eyes, and women say the first thing they notice about men is they’re a bunch of liars.

old school,new environment

2010-03-20T00:17:00.001-07:00

both of you are i the wrong

2010-03-19T23:00:00.000-07:00

brani die amek gambar ngn matair aku gitu macam. siap de!!
im gonna spank you b**ch
HAHA!
oh yeah baby,im nice enough to let this go on as per normal. i should never be nice to you again,but since i love you so god damn much. i should just let it go with a warning.

change please

2010-03-17T21:22:00.001-07:00

i miss the old you
and i hate the new you

shut the fuck up,fucker

2010-03-15T01:33:00.000-07:00

No one is too young for love. because love doesn't come from your mind, which knows your age, but from your heart, which knows no age.

cant wait-like hell yeah im fucking excited

2010-03-12T19:35:00.000-08:00

i love Sharafana Faqiha
And not to forget my other nieces and nephews. Cant wait for another new family member thats coming around April!!

Last day of school

2010-03-11T23:24:00.000-08:00

Dinah: What day is it today?
Sabrina: Friday.
Amirah: Tomorrow's a HOLIDAY!!

dont come back,please. i HATE YOU(fullstop)

2010-03-06T20:35:00.000-08:00

removed that bitch from facebook,blog,msn and twitter(wait i dint even accept her in twitter) HAHA!
yeay yaw!! your outta my life BIATCH!!

i love this song

2010-03-06T08:29:00.001-08:00

I feel like I've just seen the sun for the first time
You make my life bright cuz you shine
It's me and you baby, it's our time
I'm livin my dream girl cuz you mine
You got me skipping down the street
And singin love songs all outta key
I didn't smoke nothin, but i feel so high
And i know why
It's a love thang, it's got to be
Your hearts all locked and i got the key
It feels like i just won the lottery
Cuz i got my girl and she got me
You my new obsession, all i want to do, you my new obsession girl

[chorus:]
I feel on top of the world witcha baby, I wanna dance and party tonight
I feel on top of the world with my lady, I'm gonna rock your body all night
She make me wanna say la la la la, la la la la, la la la la, la la la la, la la la la, la la la la, la la la la, la la la la, ohh

I can't get you out my mind, everything you do is feelin right
Remember that way you caught my eye?, I remember that way you was walking by
ooh girl watch out now, you looked at me, turned around and smiled
Gave me eyes, my heart went wild, hypnotized this love starts now
And how do i know your real, it really doesn't matter it's the way i feel
You make me feel super like the man of steel
You got me going stupid picking daffodils
You my new obsession, all i want to do, you my new obsession girl

[chorus:]
I feel on top of the world witcha baby, I wanna dance and party tonight
I feel on top of the world with my lady, I'm gonna rock your body all night
She make me wanna say La la la la, la la la la, la la la la, la la la la, la la la la, la la la la, la la la la, la la la la, la la la la, hey, la la la la, la la la la, la la la la
you my new obsession, you my new obsession, you my new obsession, you my new obsession, you my new obsession, all i want to do, you my new obsession girl

I feel on top of the world witcha baby, I wanna dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance da da da da da da da dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance,

I feel on top of the world with you baby,
I wanna dance and party tonight.
I feel on top of the world with my lady,
I'm gonna rock your body all night.

i love that boy down there

2010-03-05T07:40:00.000-08:00

you're mine and i'm yours

2010-03-04T06:43:00.000-08:00

will be using tumblr often now. blog's gonna be boring these few days :/aniway...

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY FATIN(mia)!!

patching things up

2010-03-02T01:51:00.000-08:00

Dinah: Mama! Mama! Tengok ni! haha! die terase la!! wakakkakaka! cracker...
Mama: =.=' Takyah layan orang macam gini.Biarkan die. You cant do anything anw.
Dinah: still its soo funny. i made her terase...HAHA! i wanna try do it again,so fun!

no life-really?

2010-02-27T23:24:00.000-08:00

Currently
bloghopping

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2010-02-24T17:31:00.000-08:00

It has been some time since ive blogged here. Well, currently at home. Didnt go to school today. Sicking shitz! Aniway, ive been down lately. Apparently, i dont have mood for anything. Yesterday wasnt great at all at school. I'm fcuking sure ill do badly for the Maths test. Same goes for MT oral. I was bloody mumbling all the way. H mm, i dont know what happened to me.
I really need a hug from that special someone. Haiy,its true that a hug from you can definitely make my day.

bakery▲ poppins

2010-02-17T01:25:00.000-08:00

just got back from school. haiy,i really miss you. and i need a hug. *Not just a hug,a hug from you* haha

sad sad

2010-02-13T01:48:00.000-08:00

[look at those eyes. After crying and not sleeping till 3am ++]

i love you

2010-02-11T22:29:00.000-08:00

3 WORDS. say it and im yours baby.

please,pretty pretty please

2010-02-10T00:20:00.000-08:00

i just want to fall in love with you again~

fuck it

2010-02-09T02:46:00.000-08:00

:you ruined everything.all was fine, until you came.

hatreds are living around us

2010-02-08T07:23:00.000-08:00

darn it,
I NEED A BEARHUG
):

2010-02-07T03:30:00.001-08:00

[people always want to be used with the old ones and would never want to change]-mommy

2010-02-06T06:52:00.000-08:00

thanks-bff! i-owe-you!

reminisce

2010-02-05T09:04:00.000-08:00

-Sunday,december 21,2008-
I see a pattern - an urge to go tapping the keyboards right after we have sex , and while he is sound asleep or playing his bass on the couch. Maybe it’s because after every orgasm, my mind is so fucking clear, rid of evils and what nots, that I finally know where to start writing.

remember this?
classic!

2010-01-31T02:47:00.000-08:00

i love

MY BOY LOLLIPOP!

2010-01-25T21:57:00.000-08:00

currently at lab.like finally a comp to use.apparently,can't use comp. at home. im filled with boredom at home ):

updates;

210110- had netball trainings. after trainnings went ananas with dzul to have dinner.met up shaikh,zul,luqman and more at blk 500+.. dzul showed me whose acit.. HAHAHA! lol

220110-first netball ezone tournament against Broadrick Sec. lose by 5 or 4 points. didnt know whats the real score. unfortunately, mirah didnt get to play due to her sprained ankle. afterwards,hang with shaikh and dzul. met them outside dunman sec. poor shaikh, was disappointed. didnt get to meet mirah. after changing, went prp to meet up with fad,syafiq and ade.

gtg,will update 230110 and240110and250110 soon!

2010-01-20T07:48:00.000-08:00

`kiss me

2010-01-18T07:31:00.000-08:00

IN - FOCUS STARTS TOMORROW,
UGHH!!

2010-01-17T08:17:00.000-08:00

1 year and 2 months of love care and friendship ~

2010-01-16T20:42:00.000-08:00

They will
not force us,
They will
stop degrading us,
They will
not control us,
We will be
VICTORIOUS!

One Flaw In Women

2010-01-15T21:01:00.000-08:00

Women have strengths that amaze men...

They bear hardships and they carry burdens,
but they hold happiness , love and joy.
They smile when they want to scream,
they sing when they want to cry.
They cry when they are happy,
and laugh when they are nervous.
They fight for what they believe in,
and stand up to injustice.
They dont take no for an answer,
when they believe there is a better solution.
They love unconditionally.
They are happy when their friends are around.
Their hearts break when a friend dies.
They grieve at the loss of a family member,
yet they are strong when they
think there is no strength left.
They know that a hug and a kiss
can heal a broken heart.
Women, comes from all shapes,sizes and colors...
They will drive ,
fly,
walk,
run ,
to show how much they care about you.
The heart of a women is what makes the world turning.
They bring joy,hope and love.
They have compassion and ideas.
They give moral support to their family and friends.
Women have vital things to say and everything to give.

HOWEVER , IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN,
IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH.

2010-01-12T04:45:00.000-08:00

oh well, cakap sikit pun salah.
im just saying that you should put your words carefully, right?thats all.

people like me wont get the SOLID PROOF if you don't tell.
soo, speak up! dont get mad for small stupid stuff. and good if you guys aint looking down. im just stating my opinion. there's nothing wrong on letting it out.aniways, im tired of entertaining this kind of people. like what mirah(bff) said,i shouldnt have let out my opinions. dont waste my precious breath cause its so damn obvious that they won't want to take it and accept my opinions. so i should have just shut the fuck up and keep my comments to ma'self.
anw,takmo pikir yang aku ngah bobal buruk ke pe, but like what i said , im just stating the facts. kalau kau tak puas hati , itu kau peh pasal. i dont care anymore. i dont even
give a FUCK! if you and your friends hate me(im just wasting my time making friends with these kind of people.ive tried my best being nice and all. but i should be more careful now.)
And girls, i dont bloody care if you want to talk shit about me. i live in this world not to please you SHITTY PEOPLE .I know im not being immature here and at least i got the guts to type out my name .Im not like all those stupid spammers(not saying that i have the intention to spam la)

"kalau aku letak 'anonymous',nanti korang kecoh. aku letak name sendiri pon kene kecoh ke?"

=D
i love ALL MY friends. and dzul♥

2010-01-10T06:10:00.000-08:00

im still in love with you,

2010-01-08T23:16:00.000-08:00

will not be updating much

Live like we're Dying

2010-01-04T02:33:00.000-08:00

To sayang,
i love you so much. i hope that i will stick to my decision this time round. i know ive made you mad and stuff. thats why im backing off. im doing this for the best. for the two of us... i really hope that we can still be together in two years time. and i am really glad that you actually want to wait for me. i will treasure it deeply. in between the two years , i hope that we can still keep in touch . don't worry we will still meet up. but not too often,like we used to. maybe once a week?or twice?anw,we've talked last night. till we cry..and i am truly sorry. i will never want to make you cry again. i promise.
now, i hope that both of us can really concentrate in our studies. we really need to switch on our study mood. i am here if you need help. and im sure you will be there for me when i need help too.
i love you, i really do.

ps-sorry for today. we really didnt end our day right.it was going on so smoothly,but i had to destroy it , again.
im sorry.

2010!

2010-01-01T20:48:00.000-08:00

Countdown with favourite peeps today!

Had tons of fun.. goodbye 2009 hello 2010*grins*
-New Year resolutions-
-lose weight
-more attentive in class
-study smart
-getting _____(can't tell)
AND LASTLY
-do well for n's

more pics on facebook

GEMINI

2009-12-30T20:49:00.000-08:00

15th June,1994. Wednesday

POSITIVE : Good in relationship, know how to appreciate people around her. Not selfish. Always put others instead of herself. Open minded. In finance, good at making money. Love at first sight, and ready to sacrifice everything for love. Sexually speaking, she's good and romantic.

NEGATIVE : Revengeful. If someone hurt her, she'll return the favor badly. Bad at keeping secret, not a good apprentice. Her decision aren't balance, lack in experience. Stubborn, not easily trust on others. Only certain people know how to treat her. Bad at spending money.

2009-12-30T08:13:00.000-08:00

Wake up in the morning,feelin' like WINEHOUSE
Grab my breezer,i'm out the door,i'm gonna be really loud.
CaUse i dont care who i piss off,YEAH
i'm a real big sinner.
Sometimes i eat my desert before
my dinner.
I'm talkin' odd socks on my toes,toes.
Taking off all of my clothes,clothes.
Feeling over exposed
so i put back all of my clothes,back on...
Flush before i wee,wee.
Get arrested daily-ly.
Trying to get a peek of some titties.
I'm MAD,really BAD.
But dont tell my mum & dad
PUCKER UP' kiss my BUTT
cause i'm BLOODY fucking NUTS!
Hear the BASS,skinny WAIST.
Now let's copy POKERFACE,like..

WoahWoaOhOhWoahWOAOhOh

I'm MAD,really BAD.
But don't tell my mum & dad
PUCKER UP' kiss a NUT
Cause it SELLS to be a SLUT
Hear the BASS,skinny WAIST.
Now let's copy POKERFACE,like..

WoahWoaOhOhWoahWOAOhOh

I stay out till eleven' when my curfew is ten
"goodnight sweety.sleep well!"

SHUT UP ,MOM!!!
I'M ON MSN!!!!!!!

Now the girls are lining up because we're pussy sailin'
But we punch em' in the mouth if they're not
SARAH PALIN

I m talking doing things we'll regret-gret.
Mental cigarette-rette.
"butt plugs in his pet"
WHOA!WHOA.WHOA!

Test sex on my samsung
Not telling dad,mum rung,rung
Have sex with ALEXA CHUNG
By telling her i'm well hung
"Im,Im,Im quite well hung."

I'm MAD,really BAD.
But dont tell my mum & dad
PUCKER UP' kiss my BUTT
cause i'm BLOODY fucking NUTS!
Hear the BASS,skinny WAIST.
Now let's copy POKERFACE,like..

WoahWoaOhOhWoahWOAOhOh

I'm MAD,really BAD.
But don't tell my mum & dad
PUCKER UP' kiss a NUT
Cause it SELLS to be a SLUT
Hear the BASS,skinny WAIST.
Now let's copy POKERFACE,like..

WoahWoaOhOhWoahWOAOhOh

This is the part where the rap breaks down,
This is the part where the drums go POW!
This is the part where your balls sag down
This is the part where your pants go brown

"this is the part where your dad goes off on a cold christmas eve to get some more milk but he never comes back&17 years later you find out that he's had a whole fucking family with some spanish bitch&he doesnt even know your name anymore!"

SHUT THE FUCK UP!
"im sorry.."

I'm MAD,really BAD.
But dont tell my mum & dad
PUCKER UP' kiss my BUTT
cause i'm BLOODY fucking NUTS!
Hear the BASS,skinny WAIST.
Now let's copy POKERFACE,like..

WoahWoaOhOhWoahWOAOhOh

I'm MAD,really BAD.
But don't tell my mum & dad
PUCKER UP' kiss a NUT
Cause it SELLS to be a SLUT
Hear the BASS,skinny WAIST.
Now let's copy POKERFACE,like..

WoahWoaOhOhWoahWOAOhOh

!! JUST DANCE !!

!! BAD ROMANCE !!

Now let's copy POKERFACE like

WoahWoaOhOhWoahWOAOhOh!

The Midnight Beast

2009-12-28T06:32:00.000-08:00

I BLOODY fucking WANT MY PAY!

seriously,i don't know what else to post about on blog.Its getting more and more boring each day.i would always, leaned on th table wondering what the fuck i should write on this bloody blog today
haiy,btw..
had netball bbq pit just now at Pasir Ris Beach.
most probably tomorrow will be having dinner at Eighteen Chefs with dzul
after i head to Hyatt, and complain about my pay
Ugh!
alright,tc. bye!

2009-12-27T07:07:00.000-08:00

I HATE SINGAPORE IDOL!!!!!!

2009-12-25T01:47:00.001-08:00

MERRY X'MAS!!
and happy birthday ANAND!!

2009-12-24T18:09:00.000-08:00

2009-12-23T00:01:00.000-08:00

Finally bought the book that i've always wanted with daddy today at POPULAR.Read,read,read.
***

2009-12-22T08:27:00.000-08:00

-The first movie i saw her

-The movies which i loved most

BEFORE
AFTER

-The weight she loss

2009-12-22T05:31:00.001-08:00

PHONEY COME QUICK!!
I WANT YOU BADLY!!

2009-12-21T05:30:00.000-08:00

YESTERDAY
-final day at work(was fun actually)

-missing certain people already

TODAY
-second appointment at CGH

-went to aunty's place(ate alot)

-met dzul and ann afterwards(searching for a present for his girlfriend)

-met fad,ade and more of their friends too at whitesands

-but separated with them cause we felt awkward cause we weren't really invited(main join je actually)but at the same time,i had to go home

-didn't get to spend time with,mirah,yani and sab today

-the sentosa trip was canceled and they headed off to marina barrage instead(sorry girlfies)

TOMORROW
-netball training

2009-12-19T21:53:00.000-08:00

today went work till 1am++
reached home around 3.
its practically my first time i had fun working.
there weren't any stress made and i worked with my bff as well(=
aniway, tomorrow's my last day.
hopefully i end it well.
i am so gonna miss all those good & nice people.
but never am i gonna miss all those mother*toot* captains.
CERTAIN

2009-12-17T10:57:00.000-08:00

Starting to love their songs again. Eventhough , its already old.
Its still catchy,hippie,soothing and stress free.
Love it,love it,love it!

2009-12-16T07:16:00.000-08:00

so cute! and he doesnt even know the lyrics(X

"Cause boy I want,I,I,I want you right now
I travel uptown,town,i travel downtown
Wanna have you around,'round like every single day
I love you alway-way,I'll meet you halfway"

2009-12-15T03:38:00.000-08:00

Will not be going to netball this week
*sob*sob*
Firstly because today im terribly sick , and secondly on Thurs i need to go to Hosp. So yeah, mummy notice that ive been sick everytime theres netball. Its not that im lazy or what. Seriously,its not. Im not making excuses. I just do not know why the sickness come by coincidencely with Netball training days. Well, right now? my stomach's killing me. I can't really walk properly. I need to sloudge a little just to let the pain wear out. Haiy,didnt even get to buy new phone due to this stupid sickness. Ughh!!Curse you, bacteria!!

2009-12-14T09:34:00.000-08:00

Dear Dzulfaqaar,

Im not very good at this lovey dovey mushy mushy sweet stuffs. But i will try my best to make it as sweet as possible like what you did for me.Hope you won't laugh in the end with all my cheesy words.
I don't think i have ever told you how i felt the first time we met. You were so cute and cheeky, i felt like i could lose myself in them.

I never use to believe in love at first sight, wait.. i didn't even love you at first sight(heh,sorry..)But my heart did race and felt like it would burst out of my chest when you changed my mind. It was like the home run feeling, that jump over the fence feeling. I was swept off my feet! And when you kissed me,my knees suddenly went weak. Immediately i fell in love.(err,yah^^) our eyes met and there was a connection, like a bond i felt uniting our heart. I have been in love since that day and still am, though we did have some personal issues. And some bloody THINGS did cause us to be apart but you will always be my first and greatest love. You will always live in my memory for all eternity.

I can tell just by the way you hold me that i mean so much to you. You make me feel so special when I'm with you. I hope you know how much you really mean to me. You're the reason why i get up in the morning, the reason why i do all the things i do because of how you treat me.You're changed. And to the better of course. I am so damn proud of you.

You are so special and i wish with all my heart that i truly am the one for you. I wouldn't want it any other way. I love you with all my heart. You are my BEST FRIEND, my boy/friend, my everything, and you mean the world to me. You are one in a million,billion,thrillion,zillion,infinity to make it easier,and i can't wait to be with you again in two years time.
In the mean time,please do remember i am still loving you. And i really hope it won't fade one bit.I am trying my very best to not get bored of you. I really am. And im not letting you go , again.. (okay,crazy much? but wth,i don't care)
i fucking love you

^^v Dinah

credits to Dzul for showing me this cutecute videos

2009-12-14T08:26:00.000-08:00

I LOVE KITTY CATS!

2009-12-13T07:36:00.000-08:00

Didnt go to work due to vomiting and diarrhea today.Soosoo sorry mirah and dzul's sissy. You guys are surely having fun at work while im rotting at home resting on the bed doing nothing except for wraping up ma textbooks for next year. haiyo,my stomach is still giving me problems. Cramps still there and don't think it will go away. Well,hopefully im a-okay tomorrow...
Chiao!

2009-12-12T20:19:00.000-08:00

Haven't been updating. I know.. Well, been busy lately actually. With some personal stuffs. Had netball on Thursday. Didnt get the chance to play full court due to not having enough people. Then on Friday, was supposed to join bff,yani and sab for awhile before heading to Abg Hisham's crib for his son's bday.So ended up going to beach road to search for bags with Dzul. Afterwards went to Bedok, chill chill for awhile and went to Tariq's birthday party.(Thanks for sending me).Today, had work till 1130pm. Was bloody pistt off with one of them captain,Tom. Kept on scolding,kept on cursing me,kept on everything la.
Fuck here,Fuck there. haiyah! >,< Tomorrow will be working again. This time i will surely have my break with Dzul's sissy. Pity her for not eating anything today, cause she has no one to accompany her.kay then,
Chiao

2009-12-09T10:11:00.001-08:00

'if yuo can raed tihs, you hvae a sgtrane mnid, too. Can you raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, b
ut the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it.'

Went out to watch Twilight Saga NEWMOON, with Dzul and more friends today. It was an alright movie actually.Not too (wow!gerek!), and not too boring.Kay,random. But i did had fun cause i was practically melting when i saw Jacob. I kept on talking about his HOTHOT body to Dzul, plus he is soo damn cute!
Kaykay,afterwards went to Marina Square to meet up with,Izz,Leon,Khai,Omar,Anand and Hamka. Celebrating Izz's birthday at Swensens, and afterwards BOWLING! The celebration was okay.. Had fun dancing 'Wonder Girls' the most actually.
Alrights then,chiao!

Birthday Boy!

2009-12-08T04:32:00.001-08:00

HAHA!

2009-12-07T22:30:00.001-08:00

Fad ick. says:

i feel empty

Fad ick. says:

hha

I say:

well, there are plenty of fishes in the sea

I say:

go fishing!

Fad ick. says:

but theres only 1 perfect one

I say:

sometimes they are right in front of ya

I say:

*winkwink

Fad ick. says:

no man

Fad ick. says:

im not dating you

I say:

uh?

I say:

who says its me?

Fadick has been reminding me to trust ma' love quite a few times since we started our conversation. I do trust him , realy , i do . But this sentence , "you cant stop gossip , everyone's a judge. what you can do is just prove them wrong.thats life. " whom fadick said to me earlier made me think otherwise.Fuck you gossipers!You guys stress people up.Now im trying ma' best to ignore you fuckers.

2009-12-06T06:57:00.000-08:00

Hey BIATCH! Jealousy your head ahhh!I dont care ah what youre feeling right now . I tried my best telling you that i didnt mean any harm to you. But wadafuck! You asked your friends for help and make them hate me. If you tell them your side of the story, it will be damn obvious that i will be the bad guy. What i know is that im not in the wrong.AGHHH!i dont care that you guys hate me anymore. You and your bloody friends can go and die!

ps. i fucking hope you read this. kalau kau terase lagi bagus, cause this is meant for you,asshole!

2009-12-04T09:42:00.000-08:00

cute!

2009-12-04T07:52:00.000-08:00

"Vagina .. what?

Vagina .. what?
I wanna have sex with your vagina.
Vagina .. what?
Vagina .. what?
2+2= VAGINA"

A very sexist song that is stuck in ma' head
if you can't accept it ..
GET LOST!!

<<The Videoclip>>

fyi,this video is veryveryvery sexist. but its still funny.
due to the dance.. other than that,its rude.

2009-12-03T06:15:00.000-08:00

Had fun today. This is the first time i had fun during friendly match against Springfield. I couldnt remember who win , but i do know that all of us did try our very best. Including the Sec 1s. Aniway, I really really really really really cannot wait for tomorrow. Its been quite long since i went slacking with Fadh,Ade,Syafiq,Zach and Ann. I really do miss them. Decided on going to East Coast instead of Sentosa (= I dont mind, as long as , i have fun ..

2009-12-02T06:03:00.000-08:00

Had fun today with Dzul. You really made my day, despite the fact that, i was having body aches the whole day due to netball .

I love all tampines netballers^^

2009-12-01T07:11:00.000-08:00

NETBALL CAMP!!
okay like finally all the pics are uploaded. Now im too too tired. So , ill just let the pics do the talking. Enjoy(=

Dynamite!! and enthusiasts ..

Brother

2009-11-29T06:05:00.000-08:00

ouch!

Accompanied bro to Cityhall. But got to know from his friend that 'si sundal' is chilling at Sempang. Like wadafuk right?Wasted our time .. So bro introduced me a shop at Raffles City called 'CHIPPY' instead, and ordered fried mars balls for me to try that 'piece of heaven'.
Basically its fried Mars Chocolate bar with ice-cream and chocolate syrup on top. Bro reminded me a lot of times to introduce this shop to ma' friends. Cause definitely, you guys gonna love it. It tasted like heaven^^v. Chat a lil' bit with bro.Talked about relationships and smoking=.=
bye!

2009-11-28T22:20:00.000-08:00

I was too fucked up yesterday.
Sorry you guys, esp. bff ,for causing you to be annoyed.
But everthings fine now.

I miss peanut )'=

2009-11-27T06:00:00.000-08:00

Just came back from jalan hari raya haji. Ate super duper a lot !! Ate at uncle's house - Then at granny's
( two plates,fyi ) - Lastly at aunty's house. With pizza at night.Now im like a fat pig, i swear! Oh well ..

i love you mummy^^

Somehow i love today's dream

2009-11-26T05:03:00.000-08:00

Its her birthday.*winkwink*
Ring bells?Doesn't her face looks familiar ?
Ha ha,happy 14th birthday HANNAH.

sleepover

2009-11-25T17:51:00.000-08:00

Bff♥ slept over ma' cribs after work today.
Had fun watching GUBRA,even though i've watched it quite a few times.

2009-11-24T06:06:00.000-08:00

Your kisses are irresistable and i am falling for you all over again.

I treasure you

2009-11-23T07:48:00.000-08:00

Went out with bff , khai and hazly today.

I miss friends

2009-11-22T07:38:00.000-08:00

So called Picnic ..

anyone else but you

2009-11-21T12:37:00.000-08:00

You're a part time lover and a full time friend
The monkey on you're back is the latest trend
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else ..but you
I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of a train
I kiss you all starry eyed, my body's swinging from side to side
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else ..but you
Here is the church and here is the steeple
We sure are cute for two ugly people
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else ..but you
The pebbles forgive me, the trees forgive me
So why can't, you forgive me?
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else ..but you
I will find my nitch in your car
With my mp3 DVD rumple-packed guitar
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else ..but you
Up up down down left right left right B A start
Just because we use cheats doesn't mean we're not smart
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else ..but you
You are always trying to keep it real
I'm in love with how you feel
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else ..but you
We both have shiny happy fits of rage
You want more fans, I want more stage
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else ..but you
Don Quixote was a steel driving man
My name is Adam I'm your biggest fan
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else ..but you

Squinched up your face and did a dance

You shook a little turd out of the bottom of your pants
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else ..but you

2009-11-20T18:18:00.000-08:00

To MirahNonyiia:
Aww, babe your so sweet. I truly understand how you're feeling. I know that your situation aint the same as mine. Its okay if you cant wait till sec5. And if love really do happen , dont miss your chance. Remember, whoever your next lover is, treasure him deeply. I know you can. Dont let others decide for you honey,just do what you want. If you need advice then come to any of your BFFLS yea, babe;)You know that we will always be there for you. Whatever it is, when youve gotten your true love, dont make the same mistakes. Okay, dont *sobsob* anymore. Enjoy your life.You have tons of friends. Have fun with them. Bye!I love you too ^^v

pedicure on our toes, toes

2009-11-19T22:48:00.000-08:00

Now and then

Too weak for netball,
Coach sent me home.
Too weak for work,
Manager sent me home.
Whats happening to me?
When is this sickness gonna end?

2009-11-18T06:38:00.000-08:00

"People say love is selfish but selfish love can be turned into selflessness and it all depends on your heart..."
-from the movie She's the One

2009-11-16T23:52:00.000-08:00

Hey,yaw!

Dzul and Dinah here:)

Currently at ma' crib. And believe it or not, we are both sick. Ain't that true Dzul? Indeed it is, Dinah. I came here to take good care of her and accompany her throughout the noon since she cant go out. Haha^^

Anyway, currently searching for a movie to watch,since we ain't got a thing to do ..

so yea, bye bye!

Dinah: hit dzul's jaw with ma' elbow and now ma' elbow is in pain. Dzul said its more painful for him. Very painful. Very...

aniway, something just happened and Dzul hit my eye.

Dzul:Haha, payback! (:

[i heart you peanut]

2009-11-15T09:07:00.000-08:00

Won't be celebrating my oneyear of love-care-and-friendship with my best friend, Dzul ,on the Seventeenth
2012 and Paranormal Activity here we come! Btw, i miss bff:( She's still in Brunei. But will be coming home tomorrow!!

photo of the day-craps me up
for your info,her hair was entangled on his buttons.

2009-11-12T06:30:00.000-08:00

Just a random photo of ma' best friend. i miss him sia.

aiyo,this picture ah, so long oready.
then now want to post.
~haha
(english crap)

Love Zodiac Profile- Gemini

If you are Gemini: You are born to flirt. You love to indulge in harmless flirting for fun. You love variety in love and life. You are a very passionate and sexy person. You love to try out new things in love and romance. You get bored doing the same thing again and again. You are not possessive. You love to live for the moment. You do not think about long term relationships. You prefer to enjoy your present totally. You love talking to your sweetheart for hours together. You are very thoughtful and caring partner.

Your kissing style: Your kisses are irresistible and very passionate
(haha~)

To attract you, the opposite sex must be:
adventurous, attentive, intelligent, independent, etc.

You are more compatible with - Libra, Aquarius
You are less compatible with - Pisces, Taurus, Cancer, Virgo
You are EXTREMELY compatible with - Scorpio

Btw people: all the labels below are just some song lyrics that ive quoted. So, don't think otherwise.

2009-11-11T08:05:00.000-08:00

I cant verify if this is real. But if it is, this prank went to far.
Just came back from work. Exhausted! Plus had shift to day with bff. So wasn't that boring. How will it be like without her on Fri. Sat. and Sun. ? She's off to Brunei ):
Hopefully Nabyll is there to accompany me on these days without bff yea?
Btw, will not be meeting *** for about 6 days.
)':

2009-11-10T02:41:00.000-08:00

I'm sick, totally sick. ):
Was about to meet Quan Lin for netball. But didn't cause vomitted a few times along the way. So, called her up and told her that i was feeling unwell. Haiy, i hate this feeling. Like seriously hate it.
On the way home, Dzul accompanied me otp. Thanks best friend! Really appreciate it cause i was feeling rather down.

Aniway, rest throughout the day to let this sickness fade. And now, currently chatting with buddy.
Haaha~ kay bye

2009-11-09T05:56:00.000-08:00

Its been two days. ): Aniway,i just can't wait for satu-tujuh. Sissy gonna be home! yeay! Like finally .. Soo gonna fetch her from airport!
Today:
Had maths step in tha' morning. Then me and bff rushed home,change ourselves up and head off to work. I'm not working today actually,Bff is. But we were pisst a hell off when the security guard didn't let us in just because bff forgotten to bring her ic. WTF right?!
So, we cabbed back home, take her ic and head back to Hyatt.I showed the ic right in fornt of that bloody security's face .. I was darn pisst sia. Aniway, wonder how's bfff first day at work today. She told me that she made new friends(: How great is that?. I wanna make new friends too!
My shift's on the day after tomorrow. Hopefully bff got the same schedule as me.

2009-11-07T22:30:00.000-08:00

Bff starting shift tomorrow without me):

(P)

2009-11-06T05:35:00.000-08:00

Interview tomorrow. What to wear what to wear??

[You're just like a star across my sky.Just like an angel off the page.
You have appeared to my life,feel like I'll never be the same.
You're just like a song in my heart.Just like oil on my hands,
Oh.. I do love you.
Still i wonder why it is. Cause I don't argue like this, with anyone but you
We do it all the time.Blowing out my mind.
You've got this look i can't describe.
You make me feel like I'm alive.When everything else is a fade without a doubt you're on my side.
Heaven has been away too long.
Can't find the words to write this song,
Oh.,.. Your love]

remember this?
[P]

Afrizal<33

2009-11-05T07:21:00.000-08:00

Had trainings at simei court today. Then headed to East Point for dinner.Dzul came along for dinner as well with his cute lil' Indonesian neighbour Afrizal. Afri for short.
He's such a sweetheart. Soo quiet and shy. Though he is damn short for is age. The top of his head is around ma' chest. And have i mentioned? He's only 11.
Bff made him her "pacar" for the day. Haha,how cute. Me and bff asked him 100 and 1 questions about Indonesia and all. Its damn fun talking in Indonesian. That is one of the reason why we annoy him^^v
Afterwards,the rest headed home. While me ,Dzul and Afri headed to Time Zone at TM. We ended up not getting anything from the "prizegame". How sad.. However,i told Dzul to buy for that lil' kid a lollipop just to make him smile.Hehe,
After all those fun games,we went off home. And now i am in front of the comp. Currently, chatting with Dan.

Kaybye!

[peace]^^v

iheartyou{babe}

2009-11-04T21:58:00.000-08:00

Ma' blog mixed up the dates,so this post is supposed to be :
Thursday,5thNovember2009
Alright,just came back from MATHS step . Didn't attend yesterday's lesson , so i dont really understand what Mr Wan was teaching. Alot of formulas needa memories. UGHHH! And i gotta admit,A.Maths is freaking hard. Haiy, well tomorrow will be having MATHS step again. 4 more lessons to go.
Oh yah,Hyatt Hotel just called for an interview this Saturday. Can't wait! Will be going with Bff. Hopefully we'll enjoy the job(:
Oh well,having netball afterwards. bye!

2009-11-04T08:41:00.000-08:00

This is sooo OLD.But i still like it.
:D

They're off to Bali

2009-11-03T22:43:00.000-08:00

[I miss you], sissy ..

(o.t.s)

2009-11-03T06:24:00.001-08:00

I LOVE YOU , babe. For introducing me this.(:
Cause it really made my day and let me forget about all these merepek and shitty stuffs that has been spinning in ma' head. Maybe you're right,i worry too much.Thus, causing all these pimples to come out. Dinah,you got to end this. Seriously.
All this shit is not important at all, and i shouldn't be worrying too much. I have the people i love around me who care enough to remind me that. But i was damn stubborn to listen. I'm soo damn sorry. Really. I will stop this shit and should always be happy.

You always remind me this,"Don't worry,be happy(:"
And i promise you,i'll listen to you this time babe. Promise!

its your choice

2009-11-01T19:38:00.000-08:00

I will try my very best to be careful next time. If you people really do hate me, so be it. I don't want to force you guys to like me. People have their own likes and dislikes. Whatever it is i still love you guys. Sorry if i really did hurt you guys' feelings. My mommy has been reminding me not to 'buat musuh' (make enemies-kay eng. merepek>.<). So as a good daughter, i MUST listen to mommy. I MUST not dissapoint her nor give her shame.

Alrights, till here.
(peace)

-I will just follow his advice. Ignore.

2009-11-01T08:25:00.000-08:00

I dont even know what i did wrong to you babe. Seriously whatever did i do, i really didn't mean to hurt you deeply. Like damn seriously.
And dude, you on the other hand, made me freaking pisst off. You've used my phone and didn't even take good care of it. I don't believe that i was once in love with you. You're such a freaking arsehole! Eventhough i've spoiled yours,at least i have a heart to repair it. And its freaking 110 bucks ya' know!
Fuck you la !!!!!!!
You said i'm the most 'kepo bitch' you ever met? Well,i gotta correct you. I'm kepo,but i ain't a bitch,BITCH!
You're now with a BITCH btw. You even agreed when you're with me. You said she was disgusting to even do that with riyanda. I still remember. Don't even try to forget you bloody CB!!
you pisst me off boy!!
I FREAKING DON'T LIKE YOU, waitwaitwait...
I must rephrase that,
I FREAKING HATE YOU,get it?!!!
hate!

stress !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-29T04:08:00.001-07:00

Im freaking pisst with all these freaking pimples on my freaking face !Its freaking painful ! And i freaking hate it ! OMG , when is this shit gonna end ?! Ughhh !
So currently , i've been freaking busy with family and friends . Tomorrow is BFWB's birthday and the day after tomorrow is ma' sister's wedding . So imagine how many things i gotta prepare ? $$ is needed for BFWB's present (*wink*wink) , Redzwan's phone , which i've spoiled it and is needed to be repaired , and again ma' sister's wedding .
So yeah, been freaking busy these days.
Haiy,stressful (...)

2009-10-27T08:08:00.000-07:00

The best 5 second videoclip on internet!
Watch it a few times and it will be damn funny(:

sugar town

2009-10-26T17:14:00.000-07:00

This is so cute!

Aniway,yesterday went out with Bff and sister. I started the day wrong.I was awaken by the tickling that aunty gave me. I was freaking annoyed! But wth, woke up,wash ma' body,ma' face,brushed ma' teeth and helped the others out cause sis's wedding is on this SATURDAY.After helping out with the house,went out to meet Dhannie , Fatin and her bf at afghan.Headed to Fatin's cribs with Bff along. Helped them out making brownies for their class but was sadly cut off by her faulty oven. How sad...
Afterwards,sis called.Me and mirah headed to TM to meet her up with her friend,Zul. (HAAAAHA!zul) Kay nvm...
We went on searching for a dress for me to wear for the wedding and
blablablahbla
Me and ma' sis ended up stranded at bugis.Bought a dress at Topshop.Well,that was yesterdays story.
Today,on the other hand.
Mommy didnt wake me up for school.I'm sooo gonna be dead,cause I ain't have a bloody MC.And about netball,mommy ain't want me to go this whole week due to Sister's wedding prep.HOW THE HECK am i supposed to tell coach!haiy
(...)

2009-10-25T08:21:00.000-07:00

Went out with this princess today. Accompanied her for SHOPPING!

Our journey:

TanahMerahPlatform-LJS-BugisStreet-CottonOn(TM)-UniQlo(T1)

I got myself two plain Tees' while she bought two dresses,two shirts and a skirt. How rich is she. Oh well:)

(I freaking Heart you)
♥

i miss everything about the past

2009-10-24T11:27:00.000-07:00

BFF's and my all time favourite

Giving me such fun memories,whereby i'm rin and BFF's rox.How i miss it soso much.

(Now everybody's matured.)

♥

Best.Friends.With.Benefits

2009-10-24T09:20:00.000-07:00

Went to watch (500)days of summer again. This time with BFWB. It was still fun,eventhough its the 3rd time watching it. Well,have i mentioned? BFWB's sister bought for him a PSP. How unfair is that? Mainly because mine's broken. Anyway, BFWB introduced me this song otw to bugis. And now it's stuck-ed in my head.

If you want to listen to the song,it's now in ma' playlist.The lyrics is damn meaningful to me cause it reminded me of him.Oh well,the old times :Pheh,

With me:

I don't want this moment to ever end

Where everythings nothing without you

I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile

'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

Through it all, I made my mistakes

I stumble and fall, but I mean these words

I want you to know

With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul

I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show

And I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt

Pieces of memories fall to the ground

I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go

'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go

I've come to an end

I want you to know

With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul

I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show

And I won't let go

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies

When you don't know what you're looking to find

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies

When you just never know what you will find (what you will find)

I don't want this moment to ever end

Where everythings nothing without you

I want you to know

With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul

I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show

And I won't let go (I want you to know)

With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul

I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show

And I won't let go

♥

2009-10-23T21:02:00.000-07:00

Unhappy with my results this year.I just can't wait till the end of school whereby i get my report book back.

The main Q is 'Will I even get promoted with SHITTY results?!' The answer is (...)

♥